Will
— Even if I gave him my number, and he was interested in me, the question is, is he Nate Naetang? I say and get even closer to him. — I answer: No! And do you know who Nate Naetang is? He's the guy I'm completely in love with!
— Truth? Didn't that guy catch your eye?
Sometimes I think Nate is too insecure. It is not possible for someone who has had so many love experiences, especially with women, to behave like this. From the start I was clear about what I feel, and he acts like a jealous fool who doesn't believe what I say. I know I sometimes joke about things too much, but I only do it because I know he likes it.
— Are you seriously asking me this?
— Will, I...
— Nate, please! I already told you I'm in love with you. How can you doubt it? — I ask and caress her face. He looks at me like a stray dog. I smile.
— Sorry, Will! I was blinded by jealousy, I know this is a little silly, but...
— Nate, we're together, I'm in love, and I think you feel the same way about me too, don't you?
— Of course I am! — He exclaims, moves even closer, and glues his mouth to mine. His kiss is light, tender, and then he pulls away. 'Don't you want to go upstairs?'
— I do, but can I sleep at your place?
— He can...
— Look, don't think I'm having ulterior motives, okay? My parents traveled,and my sister is having a sleepover for her friends. — it's partly true, but I also want to sleep cuddled with him
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— Why are you taking that mattress? Will I sleep on the floor? — I ask as I emerge from the bathroom, wrapped in a towel. After taking a hot shower, Nate throws a bucket of cold water on me, and my desire to sleep in his arms feels like it's not going to happen.
— I think it's better this way!
— Oh no, you let me sleep at your place, and you want me to sleep on the floor?
— Will, I find it a little difficult...
— Difficult? Nate, sleeping is very different from having sex! I ask to sleep at your house, and you want me to sleep on the floor? I'm not a colleague, a stranger.
— Okay, you're right! We are together.
It doesn't take long for him to put the mattress in the closet, and he returns, approaches the bed, retaliates, puts a sheet for me on top of the pillow, sits on the bed and leans on the headboard, and throws his sheet over his legs. . He looks at me, and I touch the towel tied around my waist, and his eyes go wide and his mouth open.
— Will, what are you going to do?
— I'll wear the clothes! — I say and use a slightly mocking smile. I drop the towel for good, and he has a "Gay panic." He turns his face away as I let out a laugh. — Nate, you're so silly! Look... I'm wearing the shorts you lent me!
He finally looks.
— Holy shit, you're so annoying... And that's a pair of underwear, you idiot!
— Are you going to tell me that you didn't want to see me naked?
He looks at me indignantly.
— Fuck you, Will!
— Only if it's with you! — I say, he looks more outraged and throws the pillow at me, and I keep laughing. — Calm down kitten, I'm kidding!
He shakes his head and turns away. I take the opportunity to sit next to him on the bed, and he stares at me as if I've done something more wrong.
— What's the matter now, Nate?
— Will you sleep shirtless?
— I always sleep without a shirt on, but if you want me to wear it, I...
— Not alright!
— I was thinking...
— Here comes bullshit... What is it?
— The series premiere will be on the same day as my birthday!
— Wow! Really! And there's a recording of a react from the first episode on the day of the premiere. Have you ever thought about what you're going to do on your birthday besides commitments?
— I still haven't thought of anything!
— And your parents? Won't they do something for you?
— I do not know. Since the day of the discussion, the situation between us has been a little shaken, we barely speak...
— I'm sorry for you.
— All well!
— We could do something for the day, I don't know... Something you like, like eating at that restaurant in Watthana, or taking a walk like that. What do you think? — he asks, and I watch him closely, and something comes to my mind.
— Could be... You know what I remembered?
— What?
— From your birthday, when I sent you that cake, and you made an emotional video call all emotional to thank me...
— I wasn't thrilled!
— I was... And it's no use lying! You even confessed, and you were embarrassed when you said it was your first time getting a cake from a boy.
— I didn't say that!
— Said yes! It was so cute to see you all excited... — I say, I get a little closer, and I give him a kiss on the neck, and then I lean my head on his shoulder. — You know Nate, I thought you'd never give me a chance! When our first kiss happened, and you told me it was wrong, that you were straight, I felt a pang in my chest, that hurt too much!
— Sorry about that, but since I met you, it's like I'm rediscovering myself. In the end, I'm twenty-two years old, and I've always been interested in girls, and suddenly a silly boy starts to turn my head, my world and everything I believed in is no more!
— I'm not silly! I exclaim, take my head off his shoulder, look at him, and he looks at me in a way that leaves me completely lost. I touch his lips softly, and he reciprocates with more intensity, and I feel his tongue brush mine. The kiss gets more intense, I pull his hair lightly, and he breaks the kiss.
— Fine. I want to sleep!
— In the best part you stop?
— It's better this way! Now, I'm going to sleep... Good night! — he says that and just lies down, and turns his back on me. I'm starting to think Nate can't help himself. Let's see how long he can take this joke?
I lie down, throw the sheet under my legs, turn onto my side and lightly wrap my hand around her waist, and squeeze. Which instantly annoys you.
— What are you doing?
— I'm hugging you! — I say and rest my chin on his shoulder.
— I don't want to get away!
— Stop being boring, kitten! Why are you like this? What does it cost to let me sleep next to you?
— No. Get away, before I push you!
— Damn, why are you so ignorant of me? You don't know how to be affectionate. I think I should have given Luk my number, he seemed kind. — I say and walk away from him. Perhaps what I said might have some effect. He turns and looks intensely at me.
— Are you crazy? Give your number to a stranger?
— He's not a stranger, he's part of the station's casting, and he's going to debut a series...
— Ahh... Because of that he became your friend, and are you going to give him your number? — he asks, and I feel how angry he is at what I said.
— You're funny! At the party I even said I wanted something more than a kiss, and I come here and you won't let me touch you. It seems that since that day on the couch, you've become terribly afraid of me.
— None of that, I didn't get scared of you! Me me...
I know it's hard for him to get used to all this news, but we need to create greater intimacy, things couples do when they're alone. I don't just talk about sex. I feel that if I don't take the initiative, nothing flows. I get up, grab my shirt and put it on, then grab my wallet and my car key.
— Where are you going?
— To my home! — As soon as I speak, I walk to the door, and before I touch the knob, I feel his hand grip my arm.
— Wait...
— Why? After all, I was the one who insisted on sleeping here. I'm bothering you, nothing fairer than leaving!
— Will, stop being dramatic! Come... Shall we lie down?
I step closer, face him, wrap my hands around his neck. I use a very sly voice.
— Only if I can sleep cuddled with you! I can?
— It's ok, you can sleep! — He says, and I give him a light kiss on the lips. — But it's only for sleeping!'
— I know. The pervert here is you, kitten! I thought of nothing but a good night's sleep! — I say, I burst out laughing, and once again I give him a light kiss on the lips, before he says something against me.