The wedding preparations were running smoothly, i couldn't help but miss my mom .
I asked Xavier to invite her ..luckly he agreed.
Everyone was excited but i can't stop feeling a bit scared , or is it just my nerves .
I feel like something bad is going to happen during the wedding.
Everytime i look at Xavier i get suddenly get scared .
What if something happens to us .
I am marrying a Mafia leader , and as cliche as it sounds ...i am scared for our lives .
Not to mention the enemies he has
I lay on the bed and closed my eyes sighing .
I hope ..i hope tomorrow will be a good day . I hope i can say i do to Xavier with no danger lurking around .
Thats when my eyes shut close and fell asleep
I look up at the sky to see it grey .
Is it gonna rain ?
I look over to the aisle to see no one ..
I gulped and i see myself standing in the middle of the ground .
Suddenly there was a gush of wind which made me take a step back
Then it all when white causing me to faint and fall on the ground .
Suddenly i was falling down endless stairs and i couldn't breath ..
I sit up with a gasp and breathing heavily .
I look over to my otherside to see the bed empty .
Standing up i opened the windows and saw the bright sky and many people walking around preparing for the day .
" hello " i heard someone and looked back to see Natalie smiling at me leaning on the door .
I look down and shook the nightmare in mind off and smiled back .
"Do you sleep well ?" She asked as i see two women walking in with things ..boxes ?
"Maybe " i answer sotting on the bed .
"Don't lie " she said and sat beside me
She kept staring at me so i gave up eventually.
"I had a nightmare. ..i just feel like something bad is about to happen " i wispered .
"Its alright , you are getting wedding nerves, do you think Xavier will let anything happen today ? " she asked chuckling and i smiled .
"Its ok , common , lets get you jacked up " she said giving me a side hug and i chuckled standing up .
As soon as i let the bathroom i was sat on the chair and Mia took my hair styling it while the make up artists did there thing .
As i was done i smiled adoring how i looked .
My updo had small flowers white and some golden .
My make up was on a elegant look with bronze eyeshadow and a simple peach lipstick with some blush .
I heard Mia laugh at something Natalie said as they lay my dress on the bed .
"What ?" I asked .
"Your fiance was calling you the fifth time ..but as usual, i hung up before you can answer it " she said and my eyes went wide
Oh my god ..great now he will get mad
I smile at my dress and everyone walks out but Mia .
I take off my robe and she helps me in it ."you have some body " she mutter and i chuckled .
"Common ..lets get the veil .." she said and tucks it under my hair .
"Who will be sending you off ?" She asked .
"Danish is , since he is the eldest after Xavier ..and he is like my brother too " i stated and she smiled .
I walked down the stairs holding the front of my dress and Mia held the trail
I take the last step and sigh dropping my heels and wearing them .
I turned around towards the door and a gasp left my mouth .
There she was , standing in front of me with her hands coiled with each other .
She looked at me and i never missed the tear run down her face .
Tears pricked my eyes and i just stand there for seconds .
I felt a pang in my chest , like something heavy was settled on it .
I couldn't hold .
I took long strides towards her and hugged her tight .
" mom " i wispered while tears dripped down my cheeks
"My baby " she wispered wrapping her arms around me and sobbing .
" mummy .." i squeeze my eyes shut and sniff .
No matter how hard it is .
No matter what she did wrong.
But she was my mother , she brought me up to be a good person .
She helped me with my school projects.
She helped me understand feelings.
She helped me write and read .
I couldn't care less that she didn't do enough to help me during those conditions. ..i just love her no matter what .
I hide my face in her shoulder as she kisses my temple and rubbs my back
"I am proud of you Rose ..i love you , i hope he can give you something your father and i couldn't " she said and immediately pulled away shaking my head negative.
" you gave me what i needed to become strong ..i love you " i stated hugging her again and she nodded kissing me again .
"I am happy for you , be safe and always stay in touch " she said cupping my face and i nodded .
"Don't forget to call me when you have my grandchild " she said and i chuckled sniffing.
"Now go ...clean yourself up ..you have a wedding to attend " she said and i nodded .
" mom ..don't leave soon please " i mutter and she nodded .
"I'll be there .." she said and i nodded as Natalie guided me to my room to clean my messed up face .
I didn't care about the make up
I was glad that my mom came .
That i got to see her on my wedding day
I didn't feel scared , i was nervous thats all .
Because i know that Xavier will never betray me ...i know and i trust him .
I was about to bite my lip but stopped remembering i had lipstick on .
Soon i was waiting in front of a door with my hand hooked around Danish's .
He squeezed my plam and gave me a smile .
"One thing Rose , Xavier loves you to his heart , he will never leave you . And i will surely take your side when you two have a fight since you are my sister " he stated and i nodded smiling .
He pecked my forehead and look over at Natalie to see her giving me a loving look .
She hugged me and walked through those doors .
My memory after that will be remembered my hole life .
The way Xavier looked at me when i walk towards him .
The way i saw the love in his eyes .
The way i could feel his heat and adoration .
Our vows were exchanged and soon i found myself being called Mrs . Kight .
[ just for those who are confused .
His name is Xavier Knight ]
I rest my head on his shoulder looking at the waves crashing on the surface .
I sigh and suddenly was pulled more tight into his chest .
I look up to him but he rested his face in my neck kissing it .
"What's wrong ?" I asked .
"I was thinking .." he said leaving wet kisses down my neck .
"About ?" I asked .
"How should I punish my wife for not picking up my call this morning "
Oh my