Pov 3 person
Eventually , Lappland gave up and said what she knew . And consequently , she also said her thoughts on the subject . However , even though this matter was literally a matter of life and death for her , Lappland did not seem interested in it and talked about it all quite reluctantly , openly making it clear that she is being forced to talk .
Which was also perfectly shown by Lappland's attitude when she spoke . Lappland's posture was again bored , she was rocking on her chair and her legs were straight and crossed on top of each other . One of her hands supported the back of her head as she gestured with the other to emphasize her words . Her words lacked her usual enthusiasm and her eyes stared at Dr. Lizni . Who , unfazed by Lappland's behavior listened to her and analyzed everything with due diligence .
Despite Lappland's obvious ignorance regarding such a serious matter and a situation with serious consequences for her as well as Blake's life . Dr. Lizni , did not pay attention to Lappland for her inappropriate behavior .
After all, with Lappland's character , the fact that she managed to get the Wolf girl to talk was already satisfactory and sufficient . Finally after an hour of conversation filled with analysis and additional questions , Dr. Linzi came to one conclusion .
Dr. Lizni : " This is ....... Most likely this , the source of the problem or at least part of it . But most of it is just speculation and theory . We have no knowledge of most of this process . Still what you said , makes sense ....... "
Dr. Linzi said thoughtfully . Her hand holding the pen has not stopped writing .
Dr. Linzi : " It just needs time to study it . It will also need tests and unfortunately experiments because this field is beyond my competence . "
Said the doctor , apparently to herself because her attention was fully devoted to her note . Lappland looked at it with cold indifference . Somewhere inside her there was an instinctive feeling , a voice intruding into her head telling her that it all doesn't matter anyway . That she was going to die anyway . And no matter how positive she didn't want to be , even the rational part of her agreed with the instinct .
Dr . Linzi : " Now having a general idea , we already know what to do to slow down the process or at least not cause such a dramatic crystallization . This will give me time to find a solution . Of course this does not solve the problem because the process of crystallization and collection of energy in the crystals continues uninterrupted . "
Said Dr . Lizni looking at Lappy , who sat there with a certain annoyance on her face . Lappland wanted to stop talking about it already . She did not want to continue the topic because she knew it was pointless .
Maybe everything they talked about explained the sudden acceleration of crystallization of her body and gave some clues , but it did not necessarily solve the problem . They still didn't know how to stop it or deal with it . Lappland continued to die and to make matters worse the crystallization of her body accelerated , shortening her time and create new vulnerabilities in her body .
Not to mention the strange feeling every time she stretched . She literally felt as if the crystal on her skin were about to tear away from her skin . Also, although she was good enough to ignore the pain . Still the feeling of having crystals covering different parts of the inside of her body was quite painful to anything that rubbed against it .
Every time she sat down she felt the crystals in her leg rubbing against her bone . She didn't feel it before which means it's a new crystal . Same with other painful points in her body . Normally the nerves around the crystallization died which made it not so strange and painful . She practically ignored this strange feeling for years , recognizing it as something normal , but now it began to be alarmingly noticeable
Besides , as Dr. Lizni admitted if all problems come from " this " , then unfortunately Dr. Lizni , even with many degrees from medical school and studies , is still not skilled to deal with her problem . In short , they may have learned something , but it did not solve the problem .
Dr. Lizni : " You already know what to do , or rather what not to do ? "
Asked Dr. Lizni looking at Lappland . However, looking at the she-wolf in front of her , Dr. Lizni already had a hunch about Lappland's answer , which also made Dr. Linzi quite unhappy and disappointed .
Lappland: " I promise nothing . You already know what we have with Blake in the plans , and nothing has changed in them . I will not give up our plans . So if the situation requires it of me , I will not be able to promise anything . "
Said Lappland bluntly , causing a certain amount of flustration to come out from under the calm and indifferent disposition of Dr. Lizni .
Dr. Lizni: " Lappland don't you care about life ? Do you really want to die ? "
Asked seriously Dr. Lizni staring into the eyes of Lappland , who did not even blink at this question . For Dr. Lizni , Lappland's answer was obvious . However, the indifference and stubbornness of the girl makes even the calm and professional Dr. Lizni broke her mask .
Dr. Lizni : " Are you crazy ? ....... . "
Said Dr. Lizni , stopping halfway through when she realized she was talking to Lappland . Sighing and catching her forehead with her hand Dr. Lizni collected her thoughts .
Lappland: " And what happens otherwise ? If the situation requires it of me , it means that in another case I will die . So it doesn't matter . Let's say I use this as a field for experiments and research . Every time I will send you information just like with the daily blood test . "
Said Lappland shrugging her shoulders , hoping for a compromise . Although she didn't quite care about Dr. Lizni's opinion . In the end , in this matter she had the last word . It's her life and she's going to live it the way it suits her .
Dr. Lizni : " You won't give up , right ? Can't you wait until I find a solution ? Live a normal life for a while ? I understand that you want to follow Blake , but ....... "
Asked Dr. Lizni looking at Lappland. However, she could already see that it was pointless to convince Lappland because Lappland had already made up her mind .
Lappland: " Hahahaha hahahh....haha Normal life ? ....... Me ? Even if I go somewhere to hide , there will always be those who will look for me . Especially since now many know that I am back and alive . For people like me there is no peace . "
Lappland laughed at the absurdity of this thought . She was not stupid . Lappland knows that it is too late for her to live a normal life . She has too many shadows of the past behind her , too many pursuing her . Besides her Blake . Lappland wants to be by her side , especially now that not all threats to her have disappeared . Blake is not safe . Lappland can not back down now .
Lappland : " SDC and Atlas , surely they already know about me . But for now they can not act yet because I am in Vale . But even that doesn't mean that they won't find an excuse to be here . Also I am also wanted on Vale . They simply removed me from the list because of my presumed death. But now I will certainly be back on it. Not to mention other organization and private bounty hunters . Everyone wants a piece of me . "
Said Lappland with a calmness inappropriate to the situation she just spoke of . However, she was aware of her situation . And she was used to it .
However, Lappland has already passed on her thoughts . As it is said , people like her do not disappear . Lappland is Lappland. Even if she would be able to hide , eventually someone will find her . Especially when she is pursued by so many forces . Even more so looking at the fact that Lappland is really does stand out in the crowd .
Dr. Linzi : " They may know that you have returned . But what about it ? All the time during your career you wore a mask . People will not recognize you so easily "
Said Dr. Lizni , but she forgot a very important thing .
Lappland : " I have a wolf tail and ears , my eyes and white hair . My physique , my accent and voice ......... "
Said Lappland , starting to list her haracteristic features , which are very hard to miss . This was to let Dr. Linzi know that, in fact , if one were intelligent enough , they would put two and two together . In particular those determined to find her . Of course, Dr. Lizni was aware of this , just ...... What was she supposed to do , when her patient put her life at risk .
Lappland : " Besides, even if I dye my hair and hide my ears under a hat . Even if I hid in the woods . They are still people out there , who know how I look , who know who I am and who to chase to make me act . Besides, how long would I have to live like this ? "
Lappland asked sincerely, but Dr. Lizni had no answer .
Lappland: " One year ? Two ? Maybe for the rest of my life ? What chance do we have of finding a solution at all ? I am dying ......... I understand that . I accept that . However, I will not risk wasting my time in hiding . Certainly not when Blake is in danger . There is no option that I will hide like a rat when at that time someone is sitting on Blake's tail . "
Said Lappland looking at Dr. Lizni with derision . Dr. Lizni fell silent . She had no argument . However, the last issue raised by Lappland interested Dr. Lizni . What did Lappland mean when she said that Blake is in danger ?
Lappland : " Hahahaha hahahh hah....... This motherfucker will not forgive me . He certainly will not forgive Blake . I know him ...... Better than her ...... Better than anyone else . Hahahaha hahah hah "
Said Lappland , after a sudden attack of madness ended in laughter , in her voice Doctor Linzi could clearly hear the terrible resentment and hatred seeping from Lappland . Her teeth were clenched and her eyes turned bloodshot . The pupils contracted and Dr. Lizni began to have a bad feeling as Lappland's breathing became rapid .
Lappland: " This fucking megalomaniac with a savior complex , a liar and a fucking manipulator !! "
Shouted Lappland in sudden anger attack .
Lappland: " As long as he lives I can not rest ....... From others I could hide but not from him . He knows where to stab me to hurt and has the manpower to make my life difficult . Besides , he does not threaten only me or Blake . He threatens everything I value . I will kill him . I will not let him off "
Said Lappland slowly regaining her composure . Dr Lizni though curious , left the matter for now . Although she had her own guesses of course . However, she saw that Lappland was not in a good emotional state to talk about it . That's why she let the whole thing go . At least now she knew that Lappland really had to follow Blake because she might be in danger .
Dr. Linzi : " You really going to give up everything for her . "
Dr. Lizni said . Although she was about to say that Blake should then return to her parents to seek refuge . But she knew Lappland . Lappland will not back down. Lappland will not be intimidated . Lappland will not be defenseless . Lappland will not be merciful .
What the doctor didn't know , however , was that when Lappland mentioned everything she valued . She meant everyone . Sienna , Hazel , Ms Kali Mr Ghira . Her aunt . And even the doctor herself . Adam threatened every one of them . And Lappland knew it . She knew his ambitions and that's why she can't let him live .