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Chapter 387: I Will Love You Forever

The letters began shortly after that.

He has been sending me letters. They arrive at the house, addressed to me, in plain envelopes with no return address. The first one was short. Just a few lines. He called me a murderer. He said I stole Arianna’s life. He said I deserved to suffer the way she suffered.

I didn’t respond. I thought if I ignored him, he would stop. I was wrong. He didn’t stop.

The letters kept coming. Each one longer than the last. He wrote about Arianna—what she was like as a child, how she used to sing, how she dreamed of becoming a teacher. He wrote about their parents, who died when they were young, leaving Arianna to raise him alone. He wrote about finding her body. He was ten years old. He was ten years old and he found his sister dead in their apartment, and he has been carrying that image in his mind ever since.

I understand his anger. I understand why he hates me. If someone had done to my sister what I did to his—even unknowingly, even unwillingly—I would hate them too. I would want them to suffer. I would want them to pay.

But his letters are getting darker. More threatening. He writes about justice. About debts that must be repaid. About how the scales must be balanced. He writes as if there is a plan—something he has been working toward, something that has been in motion for years. I don’t know what he means. I don’t want to know. I just want him to leave us alone.

And then, the entry that made Arianne’s blood run cold.

He has threatened Aria. He wrote that if I cannot pay the debt myself, perhaps someone I love should pay it instead. He wrote her name. He knows her name. He knows where she goes to school. He knows what time she leaves in the morning and what time she comes home. He described her. The color of her hair. The way she walks. The backpack she carries. He has been watching her. He has been watching my daughter.

I cannot breathe. I cannot think. I went to Gabriel—I showed him the letter. He read it and handed it back to me and said I was overreacting. He said Howard was harmless. He said I was being paranoid. He said I should be flattered that someone was paying attention to me.

Flattered. He said I should be flattered.

I went to the police. I showed them the letters. They said there was nothing they could do—the threats weren’t explicit enough, there was no proof of immediate danger. They told me to keep the letters. They told me to call them if something happened. Something happened. As if I would let something happen. As if I would wait for him to hurt my daughter before anyone would help us.

I will not wait. I will protect her. Whatever it takes. Whatever it costs. I will protect my daughter.

The entries grew shorter after that. More desperate. Ysabella wrote about her plans to run—to take Aria and disappear, to use the properties she had secretly purchased, to start a new life somewhere Howard would never find them. But every avenue was blocked. Gabriel had eyes everywhere. The Summers family’s reach extended further than she had imagined. The Conways would not shelter her. There was no escape. There was no way out.

He is still watching. I see him almost every day now. He doesn’t try to hide anymore. He wants me to know he’s there. He wants me to be afraid. And I am. I am so afraid. Not for myself—I stopped being afraid for myself a long time ago. But for Aria. For my daughter. For the only good thing I have ever done.

I have been thinking about what he wrote. About the debt. About justice. Maybe he’s right. Maybe there is a debt that must be paid. Maybe I am the one who must pay it.

I don’t want to die. I want to see my daughter grow up. I want to see her become the brilliant, extraordinary woman I know she will be. I want to be there for her first day of high school, her first heartbreak, her first victory. I want to sit in the audience when she graduates. I want to hold her children in my arms and tell them stories about their mother when she was young.

But if my death is the price of her safety, I will pay it. I will pay it gladly. I will pay it without hesitation. She is my daughter. She is the best thing I have ever done. And I will not let anyone hurt her. Not Howard. Not Gabriel. Not anyone.

I love you, Aria. I have always loved you. I’m sorry I couldn’t say it out loud. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the mother you deserved. I’m sorry for all the times I pushed you away when what I wanted most was to hold you close. But I need you to know—I need you to believe—that everything I did, I did for you. Even this. Especially this.

My Aria. My Athaliah. The child I named in my heart. I will love you forever. I will watch over you if I can, from wherever I go. I will be proud of you. Always. No matter what.

Goodbye.

The final entry was dated three days before Ysabella’s death. The rest of the pages were blank.

Arianne stared at the last words. Her mother’s elegant handwriting, so precise and controlled even in the depths of her despair. The ink smudged in places, as if tears had fallen on the page before it dried.

Goodbye.

Her mother had not hated her. Her mother had not blamed her. Her mother had loved her—loved her so completely, so desperately, so absolutely—that she had given up her own life to keep her safe.

Howard Brennan had pushed a broken woman to her death. He had threatened a child. He had sent letters and stalked the estate and whispered poison into Ysabella’s ear until she believed the only way to protect her daughter was to remove herself from the equation entirely. He had known how vulnerable she was. He had known she was struggling with her mental health, isolated and abandoned by everyone who should have helped her.

Her husband had dismissed her fears. The police had refused to act. Her own family had turned their backs. And Howard Brennan had used all of it. He had taken her desperation and her love for her daughter and twisted them into a weapon.

Arianne had once felt a cold, distant understanding of Howard Brennan. He had lost his sister. He had been shaped by grief and rage and a childhood spent in the system, unwanted and unseen. She had understood, on some intellectual level, why he had done what he did. The financial conspiracy. The decades-long campaign to strip her of everything. It was revenge—misguided, monstrous, but comprehensible.

That understanding was gone now. In its place was something else. Something absolute. Something that burned.

Her mother had needed help. Her mother had been drowning, reaching out for someone, anyone, to pull her to safety. And Howard Brennan had held her head under the water. He had known exactly what he was doing. He had known Ysabella was mentally unstable, abandoned by her family, trapped in a marriage she couldn’t escape. He had known she would do anything to protect her daughter. And he had used that knowledge to destroy her.

The tears came without warning. Great, heaving sobs that tore through Arianne’s body and left her gasping for air. She pressed her hand over her mouth, trying to contain the sound, but it was useless. The grief was too big. The rage was too big. Years of not knowing, and now she knew. Her mother had not abandoned her. Her mother had died for her. Her mother had loved her. Her mother had loved her. Her mother had loved her.

She didn’t hear the front door open. She didn’t hear Franz’s footsteps in the hallway. She didn’t hear anything except the sound of her own weeping and the echo of her mother’s last words, repeating over and over in her mind.

I will love you forever. Goodbye.

The study door opened.

"Aria."

Franz was there. His coat was still on, his hair windblown from the drive home, his cheeks flushed from the cold. He crossed the room in three strides and knelt beside her chair, his hands finding her face, his thumbs brushing the tears from her cheeks. His expression was one she had never seen before—raw alarm, deep concern, the particular fear of a man who had come home to find his wife shattered and didn’t yet know why.

"What happened? What’s wrong? Is it the baby? Are you in pain? Aria, talk to me—"

"She didn’t hate me." The words came out broken, barely comprehensible, torn from somewhere deep in her chest. "She didn’t hate me. She loved me. She died for me. He threatened me when I was a child and she died to protect me and I spent my whole life thinking she didn’t care—"

"Arianne. Aria, slow down. Breathe. Tell me what happened."

She couldn’t. The words wouldn’t come. She just pushed the journal toward him, her hands shaking so badly she could barely hold it. Franz took it, his eyes scanning the open page, reading the final entry. Franz’s face changed as he read, moving through confusion, then dawning understanding, then a horror that mirrored her own.

"She—" He stopped. Swallowed. "Howard Brennan threatened you. He told her he would hurt you."

"She went to the police. They did nothing. She went to Gabriel. He called her paranoid. She had no one. No one helped her. No one believed her." Arianne’s voice cracked. "She thought if she was gone, he would leave me alone. She thought her death would protect me. She thought—" She couldn’t finish. The sobs took over again, racking her body, stealing her breath.

Franz pulled her into his arms. He didn’t speak. He didn’t offer reassurances or empty promises that everything would be all right. He just held her, one hand cradling the back of her head, the other wrapped around her shoulders, his body solid and warm and present. She buried her face against his chest and wept: for her mother, for the years she had spent believing she was unloved, for the sacrifice that had been made without her knowledge, for the years of lies she had told herself about a woman who had only ever wanted to keep her safe.

She wept until she had no tears left. Until her body was hollowed out and empty. Until the only thing holding her upright was Franz’s arms around her and the steady rhythm of his heartbeat against her ear.

The house was dark and hushed. The twins were asleep. The baby had stilled inside her, as if he sensed his mother needed this.

After a long time, Arianne spoke. Her voice was raw, barely a whisper, scraped clean by grief. "I’m going to find him. Whatever name he’s using now. Wherever he’s hiding. I’m going to find him, and I’m going to make him answer for what he did."

Franz didn’t argue. He didn’t tell her to wait until after the baby was born. He didn’t remind her that she was pregnant and in no condition to hunt anyone. He didn’t list the reasons why this was dangerous, or foolish, or premature. He just held her tighter, his arms strong and steady around her, his lips pressed to her hair.

"I know," he said. "We will. Together."

She closed her eyes. The journal lay open on the desk, its final entry still glowing in the lamplight. Her mother’s last words. Her mother’s last gift. The truth, finally known. The debt, finally understood.

She would find Howard Brennan. She would make him pay for what he had done. Not just for the financial conspiracy. Not just for Alex and Layla. For her mother. For Ysabella. For the woman who had loved her enough to die for her.

She would find him. And she would end this.

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